He felt, however, that this time
things had been easier for him to bear, and that the only painful
feeling he had experienced during the interview was the vexation he
was giving the major.
The Militar Wochenblatt published a short account of his discharge.
It made no personal impression on him, but he felt that he was
branded in the eyes of others. It, however, seemed to draw Paul
Haber nearer to him. He avoided talking on the subject, but every
one noticed the quiet way in which he behaved to Wilhelm, his little
attentions, his long and frequent visits, as if he were under the
impression that he must console his friend in this great misfortune,
and stand by him as firmly as possible. Wilhelm knew him as he did
himself--how cautious and practically clever he was, and how
dangerous it was for him in his own position as Reserve officer to
keep up this confidential intercourse with one who had been turned
from a hero to a judicially dismissed officer, how perilous for the
connection he had with celebrated and influential people, and for
the appearance he must keep up in society. Wilhelm valued and
appreciated all Paul's heroism in remaining so true and stanch to
him, he did not ask for these things, but they were freely given by
one who ran the risk of becoming poor, so he was deeply grateful to
him.
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