"No, sir."
"Why not?"
"Because my principles do not allow me."
The commandant looked at the major again and then at Wilhelm, and
went on
"If I take the trouble to discuss the matter with you quite
unofficially, you have to thank the major, who has spoken warmly in
your favor."
Wilhelm thanked the major by a bow.
"We know that you are not a coward. You showed great bravery on the
battlefield. It is because of that, I feel sorry. You are a faddist,
you proved that by your refusal of the Iron Cross, which is the
pride of every other German soldier. We are not willing to condemn a
mode of procedure, the meaning of which you evidently do not
understand, and which all your views of life tend to destroy. I am
not speaking now as your superior officer, but as a man--as your
father might speak to you. Believe what I say. Fulfill your duty as
a man of honor."
"I cannot follow your advice," answered Wilhelm gentle, but firmly.
He was painfully conscious that his answer sounded more roughly and
harshly than he intended, but he knew it was impossible to go into a
long philosophical discussion, kind and well-meaning as the
commandant was.
"We have more than fulfilled our promise, major," said the
commandant, and turning to Wilhelm, "Thank you, Herr--"
The major looked out of the window, and Wilhelm had to go without
being able to thank him by a look.
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